when i have shitty days i like to do this. just lie down in the grass and slowly conform into the scenery to the point where i almost feel like i don't exist. it's the best feeling to have to worry about nothing but your breathing. today was a bad day. so i went to our backyard and lay down on the grass. it was raining and i got all soaked and muddy. but sometimes you need to let that happen.
i love how the rain brings me my solace. that feeling of being totally covered from the world and yet somehow protected by it. of being able to cry without anyone noticing. it gives me that feeling that i will be ok. even if i am alone.
i hate it when the rain stops.
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