take me again, she said, thinking of him, to the ponds with the swans and the swimming

if you have ever had your heart broken

i feel for you.

having your heart broken.

it fucking sucks.

let us embrace. and from this very moment, vow an eternal misery together.

-thomas otway

for the second time now, you've come into my room in the middle of the night and wept silently in my lap until you've fallen asleep. i don't know how much more i can take. my helplessness is dragging me into a deep and inescapable hole of depression. i will do everything i can. you know how much i love you. but i am only seventeen.

what am i supposed to do.

i must look like the fucking wizard of oz. i wish i was. you need a brain? a heart? go ahead. take mine.

take everything i have.